Been forever since I've posted something on here. Guess I've been busy, even though there's never a day when I'm not on my computer. So, in all honesty, I have no excuse.
Currently failing everything in school. I tell myself I'll get around to doing the stuff, but end up distracted. Which isn't hard. Plus, as things are going now whenever I discuss politics or the like with my mother, I lack motivation. I just see no point in it all. I know depression is supposed to run in the family? I hate using that excuse, though. It makes me feel like a slave to that fact. Which I am. These past two months have proved that much.
Also, haven't been on Facebook much anymore not because I don't have time but because it disinterests me these days. I hope I haven't come across as trying to isolate anyone out of my life. I always tortured myself with the thought I'd live alone without friends, but I'd hate for that to come true. I know I should probably be more proactive on my part. Reach out more to the friends I do have.
My dog, Damen, got sick not too long ago. Wouldn't eat or drink and if he did he threw up anything he ingested. My first time having a pet get sick on me, I freaked out pretty bad. Thought about taking him to the vet but it was a Sunday, which meant all the clinics were closed. So we had to nurse him at home. Took him about two days before he regained some normalcy. Really makes you appreciate your pet more after obstacles like that have been overcome.
My mom wants me to get into computer science, saying with my kind of mind it's just on big puzzle. It's an entertaining thought and no doubt I could catch onto it quick. At this point I'm open to anything. I have no true goals, at least ideally.
I could go for a Michael Reed hug right about now.
