Oops

In bad mood today. Sick feeling in my stomach. I'm just done. I would love to just lock myself in my room for a day and not be disturbed. Listen to music. Watch movies. Indulge in the things my family thinks is creepy and hates. I'm truly the only oddball, aren't I? Or maybe I should conform to what they want.

Yep. Seriously bad mood. Feel like tearing a few heads off today. Or crying. It's like they enjoy torturing me. Whatever. Guess I'll have to grow a thick skin to get through it since no one gives a crap what I like or don't like.

Ugh. I want to find a way to escape. But I'm always looking for a way. Out of desire or out of boredom. But now is the time where I need the escape. Badly.