PMSing right now, not in a very okay-mood like usual. Starting to have mid-life crises or whatever about everything and it's bugging the hell out of me cuz I don't need this right now. Wondering what identity I really am and can pinpoint myself as (then realizing it doesn't matter all that much which is altogether even more frustrating) and then wondering how I'll be at relationships considering I already alienate myself as much as possible while still having friends because nature I guess, I don't know. I'm just so apathetic about a bunch of shit and I wish I wasn't but I don't know how to change that.

Well I at least started college. I guess that's a plus in some aspect of my life.