Today is both horrible and amazing. I forgot my supplies for my percussion minicourse and I felt like crap. Even cried in the school bathroom stalls for 20 minutes before finally calming down. But then I get to the class and it turns out half of the people were helping with the play preparations anyway. So we got to do whatever we liked, which was relieving. I opted to do my homework, cuz I have a ton of it, but didn't get much done cuz I don't understand much of it. It's math, so that shouldn't surprise me. Ugh. Sometimes I wish I wasn't math illiterate.

I was supposed to do an Ocarina performance today for the art rally, but I decided not to do it. I know it probably wasn't the right thing to do, but I hadn't memorized any songs and didn't feel particularly obligated to the club anyway. Especially since it's technically been disbanded. It was created for a senior project and it was poorly run. We basically just did whatever we wanted and learned whatever songs we wanted to learn on our own. And yet by the end of it, the senior lashed out at us for not learning three songs comprehensively as a group to meet the goal of his project. He threw a fit; punching walls wherever he went. I don't know; is that not good enough reason for me not to feel obligated? I wasn't about to do his senior project for him, which is what he was obviously expected from the members. That everything was going to magically happen in his favor. Pft!

Next will be my Music Changing Lives minicourse... I have to record a song of my choosing. Though you're alone with just the recording device, I never cease to get stage fright. I know everything will flow smoothly once I start singing... Overall, it's a very stressful Wednesday. Next week is supposed to rain... during CST's.

Can I take a nap now?